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Sunday, February 23rd, 2003

Subject:entry number 200 or so
Time:11:53 am.
Mood: content.
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. this is an entry. i'm bored. i'm tired. i just woke up. i want to go back to sleep. i don't want to go back to school tomorrow. maybe i'll drop out and become a monk or something. jackie gets home today.

yesterday i hung out with mike and marge. we watched the toxic avenger part 2, and then went to the china pacific. blah blah blah, they came over. we went to play pool. blah blah blah. then we just watched degrassi and just deal. and that's it; they left.

i went to bed around 3. i'm just sitting her now. maybe jeremy will come over today.

<3<3devin
8 Pints - Give Blood.

Saturday, February 22nd, 2003

Subject:quiz
Time:12:31 am.
Mood: creative.
i saw old school today with joel.

2 Pints - Give Blood.

Thursday, February 20th, 2003

Subject:tell yourself it's not the end.
Time:10:46 pm.
Mood: creative.
the past few days, i've been spending with jackie. she came over tuesday, and i went over yesterday, and today. we've fallen asleep everyday together. it's so great. i'm in love, isn't that great? almost 7 months. well, she's leaving tomorrow, and hopefully she can persuade her parents to let her come over for an hour or two before she goes. i really want to see her <3.

here are some quizes i took:




gjtiunh
You are the candyman, fucked up name right? WEll
don't be fooled you kill all the loved ones
just to see your prey suffer than try to bring
them into your force!!! You are definately a
sick fuck!!!


Which slasher killer are you
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From Autumn To Ashes
Dark metalcore with a little emo; You are From
Autumn To Ashes.


What long island hardcore band are you?
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You are Beloved. You're emo to the core, but you're
also Christian to the core. try not to cry
about God or Jesus please!


What Emo bands are you most like?
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on this side of brightness
What Thursday Song Are You?

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Geoff
You are Geoff Rickly, the lead vocalist of the
band. He has very unique interests and
hobbies. His accomplishments include producing
a CD for the band My Chemical Romance.


Which Member of the band Thursday Are You??
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Give Blood.

Wednesday, February 19th, 2003

Subject:kldfgjdflgjq
Time:7:53 pm.
Mood: content.
i went over jackies. here mom walked in on us getting freaky. she didn't know, though. thank god.


In the Middle of the Pit
In the middle of it all-You don't care where or how
hard you get hit, punched, kicked, or thrown.
Bring it on. You're tough and hardcore. No need
to avoid the crazy people, you're one of them


Where Are You In the Mosh Pit?
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Subject:cut my wrists over and over
Time:12:49 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
yep. again i sit here waiting.

jackie came over yesterday. we watched some of one hour photo. i continued to watch it around 3:30 in the morning. i couldn't sleep.

jackie was supposed to call almost a half hour ago, and i doubt she'll call soon, even though we're supposed to hang out.

i'm going to go do something.

</3devin
Give Blood.

Subject:it's a monster! ahhhh!
Time:1:04 am.
Mood: jubilant.
hey hey hey! it's the t-dawg ([info]tanyastar). i have just made devin's journal the sexiest thang ever. you know it. and i made him that new sexay icon as well. oooooooo yeah. now i feel a need to update his journal! woot!

*t-dawg to the extreme*
(taking over livejournals everywhere)
2 Pints - Give Blood.

Tuesday, February 18th, 2003

Subject:bonah
Time:2:09 pm.
Mood: content.



You're not punk. You know you're not punk. You don't listen to punk music. You don't wear punk outfits. You don't care about politics. Why did you take this test??


Whats Yer Punk?





Who are you?




i'm waiting for jackie to come over tonight:)
Give Blood.

Monday, February 17th, 2003

Subject:on the phone.
Time:7:30 pm.
Mood: horny.
i'm on the phone with amanda.

i've come to establish the fact that she is completely and utterly retarded. she is very stupid, even though she hates me, she is my best friend. she just said she didn't hate me because i am talking about what i am writting. amanda sucks cocks for a living. she just laughed. what an idiot, she should stop laughing right now. she just said okay, so apparently she is stopping. thank god.

<3<3devin
Give Blood.

Subject:bored.
Time:11:32 am.
Mood: uncomfortable.
so here was my weekend:

friday: you already know what went on friday, jackie was over. my flowers from her are already dead, and starting to wilt. but that's okay. i ate all the cookies she gave me and folded the poem up and put it in my wallet.

saturday: i didn't get to talk to jackie til around 4, and i was sick of waiting around, so i made plans with joel. she got pissed at me, but her friend had to tell me, not her, because i guess she can't tell me things. but whatever. me and joel saw the recruit, and it was really good.

sunday: my mom took me to chili's, and to see the lord of the rings: the two towers. it was really good, well both, chili's and lord of the rings: two towers, that is. i got the newer remembering never cd, she looks so good in red. i watched the 300th episode of the simpsons, that was a funny one. well, i saw the end of the one at 7:30, the whole one at 8:00, and 8:30. blah blah blah.

monday: monday hasn't really happened yet, but we're gonna have shitty weather. i just woke up. i think i'm going to go back to bed.

<3<3devin
Give Blood.

Saturday, February 15th, 2003

Subject:quiz
Time:1:40 pm.
Mood: geeky.
Hope Conspiracy
The Hope Conspiracy, taking things straight to the
point and not easing up.


What hardcore band are you in?
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Friday, February 14th, 2003

Subject:valentines day
Time:8:47 pm.
Mood: giggly.
i love jackie so much. she is rigt next to me now, and yeah.



<3devin
Give Blood.

Thursday, February 13th, 2003

Subject:slkdfhslkfhklsdf
Time:1:31 pm.
Mood: mellow.
today wasn't that bad.

first i had....... geometry, and we took a test. i got a 60. that is better than i normally do. :D

the next block that i had was 4, which was kosciak, and we just read a section about world war 1, and then we took a quiz. i got an 80 on the quiz.

the next class i had was foods. we made cookies. they were really good.

the next class was bolio. she was actually nice today. she gave us tea because it was really cold in there. i repayed her with a heart shapedcookie, haha, the only one that i tried to shape like a heart, and i hit on her. :P

then we had lunch. blah blah, you know the what goes on there.

now i'm in spanish. we took a test. it was a joke. i found like mike, so i guess we're watching that next. i should bring in the tox box so we can watch that.

i'm going to go to the mall with mike today, he needs to get something for his girlfriend.

josh talked to mustachio, and he wants her vag.

<3<3devin
3 Pints - Give Blood.

Wednesday, February 12th, 2003

Subject:can we start again
Time:3:56 pm.
Mood: discontent.
jack
You're Jack Skellington! The Bonedaddy himself!
Post this result in your journal or anywhere
else your little heart desires!


Which Character From "Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas" Are YOU?
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Monday, February 10th, 2003

Subject:sick show last night
Time:3:29 pm.
Mood: drained.
yeah, so last night was the bane show.

me and tony left around 4, then stopped at tonilee's for like 5 minutes, then left for the show, again. haha. we got there, took off our coats, and waited in line. then we went and walked around cos we still had a half hour before doors even opened. we spotted tony's old neighbor and made up a story about how i'm a transfer student from paris, texas. haha. she bought it. then we got back in line, but cut nancy, derek's ex-girlfriend.

the first band to go on was some kind of hate. they really fucking sucked. i hate shitty hardcore. i didn't pay much attention to them at all. they were wicked wicked bad.

the next band to go one was the promise. they were wicked good. i love deathwish bands. converge and the horror show are two of my favorite deathwish bands. but yeah, the promise was wicked good, and they didn't do much talking, but more playing. they seemed to be really into it.

the third band to go on was most precious blood. they were wicked good. they're one of my favorite bands right now. it was nice seeing them last night. they played the knot, the lantern, apparition, sincerly, and two others that i missed because i was walking around with julie. i later on met there singer, tom, and he signed my ticket.

julie brought me onto the floor for terror. i don't like terror that much, well, i would if they didn't keep going 'motherfucker,' 'fuck,' 'shit,' and open up saying 'yo we're motherfucking terror from LA. suck a dick.' they were pretty stupid. the floor was nuts. i hit some kid in the face, and then just stood back while people danced. i got rushed a few times. good times.

the next band to come on was bane. they were so good. they opened up with speachless, i believe, and then played songs like ante up, and can we start again. they didn't play too many songs, but it was well worth it. i talked to petey chilton cos eric, his brother, was my technology teacher last year, and got his signature, and a bane zip up.

the last band to go on was reach the sky. they were pretty stupid though. i don't like bands that swear a lot live. i just want to hear the music, ya know. me and tony left early during them, though it was there last show, we still left early. we handed out flyers outside for a half hour, and then came home.

i got in around 10:55. i talked to jackie til about 11:30-11:45, then went to bed. woke up around 6, took a shower, got dressed. you know the rutine. went to school.

here's my day at school:

foods: we went to the computer lab, and did a food survey. we're making pancakes tomorrow. mmn-mmm.

english: we took a test on a tale of two cities. i think i did okay for not reading it.

history: we took a quiz, got an 80. then i fell asleep.

lunch: sat with derek, amanda, mike, jeff, justin and sam.

geo: sat in the back of the classroom with amanda and talked about stuff. and listened to the test review.

spanish: did nothing. got my quiz back, got a 100. it was a joke. then i watched kindergarten cop. haha. she lets me do whatever i want.

so here i am, i'm talking to erik, and jackie. and i'm gonna go.

<3<3devin
Give Blood.

Sunday, February 9th, 2003

Subject:quiz.
Time:1:57 pm.
Mood: content.
danny
You are Danny. You have a strange interest in
pirates and listen to crappy straight edge
hardcore bands.


Which Time To Fly Guy Are You?
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i'm waiting for tony to get her, he should be here soon, and jackie to come on and talk to me before i go to the bane show tonight.

<3<3devin
1 Pint - Give Blood.

Subject:update for the lack of days.
Time:1:15 pm.
Mood: good.
i don't know the last day that i updated on so i'll start with friday:


friday: we had a snow day, so i hung around my house til around 2:00, and then i went over jackie's house. we took a nap together in the afternoon because we were home alone, and then we just watched captain ron that night, and her dad made me a veggie burger cos i like them bad boys. then i left around 9:10. i came home, watched some tv, and then i just went to bed.

saturday: i woke up around 10 because the sun was shining in on me, then i went downtown and rented fight club and windtalkers. i called jackie around 1:00, and i went over. we watched fight club. then we just hung around for awhile. had another veggie burger :) and we yeah. did 'stuff'. :-P that's about it. we also layed in her bed, and listened to from autumn to ashes. it was wicked cool. my mom came and got me, and i got in around 10:30. then i just talked to her on the net for an hour and she called me and we talked til 1.

sunday: today hasn't really happened yet. i got up around 10:30, got dressed, shovled out my gramma's car, and then went to Wrights Farm to get food for my aunts birthday. she's 39 today. right now, i'm sitting around, waiting for jackie to come on, and tony to come over so we can go see Bane, Reach The Sky, Most Precious Blood, The Promise, Some Kind of Hate and, AN. should be a good show tonight. i'll update when i get home from it.

so yeah. i'm going to continue to wait for someone to come on, or come over, and then leave.


<3<3devin
Give Blood.

Tuesday, February 4th, 2003

Subject:word.
Time:6:09 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
i'm sitting in my room. i'm bored. i like this song, even though it's like... shitty rap. it goes like this:


If your reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world
To convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that
Don't you start your tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cried
Never think bad to me
What's done is done and that's the way it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say your prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers
To get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone And outta sight
Never worry about me
I'm alright


I'm alright
And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright
And everytime you cry don't breakdown
Just keep me inside in your mind


You only saw the outside
Never knew what I was feeling
Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling
But you don't see me no more
You can fill your heart with memories
And thanks from before
But everybody got a purpose in life
To survive when the sunrise
You gonna live to see another day
Just don't follow me and live your life your own way
I'll be in set and if you forget
Get the picture with the cord around my neck
See me underground and I'm stuck
But it's cool that's where I wanna be
Keep the drama in hand but outta sight
And know that
I'mma be alright


I'm alright
And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright
And everytime you cry don't breakdown
Just keep me inside in your mind




it's pretty good. i'm going to go now.

</3 devin.
Give Blood.

Monday, February 3rd, 2003

Time:8:09 pm.
devin is my best friend, and he is so fun :)
everyone go visit him on the 21st, he needs your cookies , cards, hugs, and kisses because he will be hurting.

bye now

tina.ashleigh
3 Pints - Give Blood.

Time:8:00 pm.
hi , this is devin and i love kris roe.
kris roe and i are secret lovers... did you know that? i bet you didnt, because its a secret. but its not much of a secret now, is it. and my friend tina, shes going to have kris's babies because she is kris's other secret lover.
did i mention matt skiba? yeah, we're pretty tight too.

:)
Give Blood.

Subject:motherfuck, mrs. march ain't here!
Time:1:50 pm.
Mood: content.
mr. g is our sub right now in spanish. there's 5 minutes left of school. here's an overview of my day:


block 7: geometry. we sat around, and did some group work, and that's about it.
block 4: history. we did a map, and colored it in, and then we just watched some of the 60 minutes about North Korea.
block 6: foods. we made no-bake cookies. they look like lumps of shit. but they taste so good.
block 3: english. we took a vocab quiz, and did some shit on tale of two cities.
lunch: ate fries, and some mozzeralla sticks, and two powerades.
block 5: spanish. we did nothing. i have mr. g for a sub. me and matt played games. i'm sitting her listening to from autumn to ashes. there's now 3 minutes left. and i am leaving.

update later.

<3<3devin
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